en http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/2.0/uk/ Thu, 1 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000 Thu, 1 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000 60 http://www.audioscrobbler.net/data/webservices http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal The Last.fm journal for ANTAG0NiST. Last.fm journals are a place to talk about all things music. http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2008/06/19/215nte_tonight%27s_music Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:52:35 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2008/06/19/215nte_tonight%27s_music Tonight's Music

who could call my name without regretting
who could see beyond this my darkness
and for once save their own prayers
who could mirror down just a little
of their sun

how could this go so very wrong
that I must depend on darkness
would anyone follow me further down
how could this go so very far
that I need someone to say
what is wrong
not with the world but me

who could call my name without regretting
who could promise to never destroy me
tonight my head is full of wishes
and everything I drink is full of her]]> http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2008/01/12/b6qbn_welcome_to_the_no_man%27s_land. Sat, 12 Jan 2008 18:58:37 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2008/01/12/b6qbn_welcome_to_the_no_man%27s_land. Through the Other Side

So welcome to the no man’s land
Where you can finally face yourself
Fear of feeling something real
Is your friend now
There’s no need to run

So welcome to the no man’s land
Where nothing is as it seems
Mysteries hidden from six feet under
And six feet above

And to feel your heart this way
Before it gets too late

The moon began to split in half
And the darkness could be touched
Blindfolded
You’re trying to find a way
To the bottom of your soul

Well I can see all your scars
That you wish you could hide
And I won’t let you remember
What it was like
When you were here before

And to hear your voice again
And to feel your touch this way
Before it gets too late]]> http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2007/11/20/b6qbm_rainbow_box Tue, 20 Nov 2007 13:03:12 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2007/11/20/b6qbm_rainbow_box Rainbow Box

Medication Time
My favorite part
Hello Rainbow Box
Need you to survive

White is for my health
Blue for happiness
Thanks to Red I die and live
With a shade of smile on my face

Alpha waves appeared
I’ve crossed a line
Sea of memories
Feel I’m going down

Achromatic day
Got choked by colored pills
I thought that I could
But the icy water closed over me

You know
Want to feel alive
Need you more
Anytime ]]> http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2007/05/27/b6qbl_she%27s_wild Sun, 27 May 2007 14:36:31 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2007/05/27/b6qbl_she%27s_wild End Of Green - She's Wild

She paints black pictures, her eyes filled with sorrow than she cries,
The curtain falls.
Raped by her life.
Left alone in these never-ending night.
Her restless times.
Sad in these hours,
These moments, she's walking down the hall.
She begins to smile...
She's going wild, oh she had a knife.
She's going wild, she's not satisfied.
Black dressed appearing, a life without feeling.
No thoughts, no love inside.
Despairing and dreaming, amazed by a bitter taste of joy, her bloody toy.
She cuts again, thens she's leaving with a trial of blood the hall and begins to cry.
All she want is to be loved.
Tonight she goes too far.
She's gone without a trace and now the curtains close again.
She's going so wild. ]]> http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2007/05/27/b6qbk_be_patient... Sun, 27 May 2007 14:34:45 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/ANTAG0NiST/journal/2007/05/27/b6qbk_be_patient... Tool - The Patient

A groan of tedium escapes me
Startling the fearful
Is this a test?
It has to be
Otherwise I can't go on

Draining patience
Drain vitality
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old

But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here

But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here

If there were no rewards to reap
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away
By now

Gonna wait it out

If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away
By now

And I still may
I still may

Be patient
Be patient
Be patient

I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this
I must keep reminding myself of this

If there were no rewards to reap
No loving embrace to see me through
This tedious path I've chosen here
I certainly would've walked away
By now

And I still may
And I still may
And I still may
And I...

Gonna wait it out
Gonna wait it out
Wait it out
Gonna wait it out ]]>