issi93's Last.fm Journal

He's back

Tue, 8 May 2012 15:28:42 +0000

One day I logged in to our online game and who the hell do I see online in my list? HIM! Wow, this is great... And he's just as ever, god^^

Destroyed

Tue, 13 Sep 2011 18:41:01 +0000

Why is it always the best friends breaking your heart?

FACE-BOOK!

Fri, 5 Aug 2011 18:42:46 +0000

HE'S GOT FACEBOOK! HE'S GOT FACEBOOK! HE HAS GOT FACEBOOK, GODNESS!!!!! I've been waiting for this for almost two years.

More than half a year later

Mon, 18 Jul 2011 08:25:57 +0000

Haha, believe it or not, he's back, we're alright, meeting from time to time in Cabal to which I've returned because I just had to play some game as it was boring as hell all day long and I had to flee from the thought of my now ex boyfriend and I had to console myself with something (someone) - even if he was not there anymore... Which I thought but right at the first day back in Cabal I was proven wrong - both of us had had the same thought, I still can't believe this unbelievable coincidence. We really met again! Right at the first try!!
But that's actually not why I'm writing, just wanted to tell you what's happened after that day in January I wrote last.
So I really started out to climb and things went their way... I spent two more weeks working in the hospital, then we had school, got our mid-term report and had holidays... Which were really boring. Just as the following ones and the ones which are yet to come. Then the kindergarten part began and everything went down the drain.
At first I liked kindergarten. I liked going there. I was happy with climbing. I went a lot.
Then school became really annoying. In the middle of May I got together with a guy in our climbing group. 2 weeks later there was no more contact, a month later it was over. I went climbing too much. First my hands got more or less injured and everything else followed. I got too stressed because of school, kindergarten, climbing and my worries, I broke out in a weird rash, then I got tonsillitis.
And that's where we're now and none of these things has healed yet. NONE. Though tonsillitis should be over in about two days. I don't care anyways.
There's two weeks of school left then we have summer holidays. I need to write another report about the kindergarten and DAMN IT I have to hand it in before Thursday because that's when we are getting no more marks and if those reports and everything are not handed in YOU GET NO END OF THE YEAR REPORT AND FAIL!!! I'm REALLY getting nervous now..... But even if I should manage to finish it today or tomorrow and get the required signature from the kindergarten, how the hell am I supposed to hand it in if I'm not going to school??? It's not exactly right around the corner, you know... This is driving me crazy!

Noone to worry about :)

Sat, 29 Jan 2011 13:24:50 +0000

Not thinkin' about anybody who might be anywhere :)
I'm fine! :)

It's gone!!

Wed, 19 Jan 2011 19:56:23 +0000

CABAL is deinstalled. Finally :) After more than a year it's gone, at last! And hell yes - I'm completely fine :))

Just two words.

Mon, 10 Jan 2011 18:59:26 +0000

: His dad.

The memories hurt

Sun, 26 Dec 2010 10:54:03 +0000

Right now I'm in Mutant Forest in Cabal, listening to all the songs I listend to when I had helped him level his Wizard... Him... Him who became so strong and my best friend >_<
Gosh, I miss him so much. And remembering our time in Cabal makes me feel sick somehow
I really felt like going to Mutant Forest and remeber our time for a while now, and today I finally did/do. But it's just so sad to think back, above all 'cause it's Christmas and I loved spending it with him... Not to talk about New Year's Eve!!! ='((
I just wish him back
Maybe I should just wish for somebody else here right with me and forget him, but I will never do
Oh I just don't know
Fuck it, what`s happened!!

Today's his birthday

Mon, 29 Nov 2010 20:16:44 +0000

So, today is his birthday.
Yeah.
He's turning 17 today.
Hm... I wonder how I felt when I was turning 17.
And what's he feeling like, like right now his day'll soon be over...
Hmmm... =(

What's going on?! xD

Tue, 9 Nov 2010 19:23:04 +0000

No seriously, what's going on?!
I thought he was quitting, and now he's like, back and has never been gone or what?!
What's going on with you, no seriously?! xD
Well I'm not gonna go back because, you said good-bye, I don't know, I said some kind of good-bye, whatever?! xD
I'm confused!? xD