en http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-nc-sa/2.0/uk/ Thu, 1 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000 Thu, 1 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000 60 http://www.audioscrobbler.net/data/webservices http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal The Last.fm journal for soniceducer. Last.fm journals are a place to talk about all things music. http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2007/09/26/5lvd_rock%27n%27roll_beggar%3A_tamamen_i%C3%A7e_d%C3%B6n%C3%BCk_bir_inceleme Wed, 26 Sep 2007 00:04:08 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2007/09/26/5lvd_rock%27n%27roll_beggar%3A_tamamen_i%C3%A7e_d%C3%B6n%C3%BCk_bir_inceleme Patti Smith konseri hakkında bir şeyler yazmak istedim, ama yazamıyorum bir türlü. Param yokken, biletim yokken gişede 2 saatten fazla beklemem ve konser başlarken son anda satışa çıkarılan biletlerden birini alabilmem, beklerken bana tamamen yabancı insanlarla sohbet etmem ve onlarla aynı duyguyu paylaşmam...İçeride ise bir tanrıçayla göz göze gelmem, beat ruhuyla karşılaşmam, alkol almadan sarhoş olmam, saatlerce sigara bile içmeden, yerimden ayrılmadan sahneye bakıp kalakalmam...Pissing in a River ile haykırmam, ve "uluma"m...konser bittikten sonra bir saat kapıda beklemem, sonunda İlahe çıkıp posterimi imzalarken tek kelime bile edememem...yok, yazamıyorum işte, o kadar sarhoşum ki...

o gördüğüm en güzel kadın.]]> http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2007/05/17/5lvc_everything_dies_baby%2C_that%27a_a_fact Thu, 17 May 2007 10:08:35 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2007/05/17/5lvc_everything_dies_baby%2C_that%27a_a_fact Atlantic City]]> http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/10/13/5lvb_at_seventeen Fri, 13 Oct 2006 21:48:55 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/10/13/5lvb_at_seventeen i learned the truth at seventeen
that love was meant for beauty queens
and high school girls with clear skinned smiles
who married young and then retired
the valentines i never knew
the friday night charades of youth
were spent on one more beautiful
at seventeen i learned the truth...

and those of us with ravaged faces
lacking in the social graces
desperately remained at home
inventing lovers on the phone
who called to say "come dance with me"
and murmured vague obscenities
it isn't all it seems at seventeen...

a brown eyed girl in hand me downs
whose name i never could pronounce
said: "pity please the ones who serve
they only get what they deserve"
the rich relationed hometown queen
marries into what she needs
with a guarantee of company
and haven for the elderly...

so remember those who win the game
lose the love they sought to gain
in debitures of quality and dubious integrity
their small-town eyes will gape at you
in dull surprise when payment due
exceeds accounts received at seventeen...

to those of us who knew the pain
of valentines that never came
and those whose names were never called
when choosing sides for basketball
it was long ago and far away
the world was younger than today
when dreams were all they gave for free
to ugly duckling girls like me...

we all play the game, and when we dare
we cheat ourselves at solitaire
inventing lovers on the phone
repenting other lives unknown
that call and say: "come on, dance with me"
and murmur vague obscenities
at ugly girls like me, at seventeen...]]> http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/10/07/5lva_indifference Sat, 7 Oct 2006 12:02:13 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/10/07/5lva_indifference ]]> http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/10/07/5lv9_corduroy Sat, 7 Oct 2006 11:22:26 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/10/07/5lv9_corduroy the waiting drove me mad... you're finally here and i'm a mess
i take your entrance back... can't let you roam inside my head
i don't want to take what you can give...
i would rather starve than eat your bread...
i would rather run but I can't walk...
guess i'll lie alone just like before...


favourite pj song ever. ]]> http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/09/14/5lv8_a_lack_of_color Thu, 14 Sep 2006 23:42:05 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/09/14/5lv8_a_lack_of_color this is fact not fiction, for the first time in years.

goodbye paranoia, goodmorning heartache.]]> http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/04/04/5lv7_colors_and_the_kids Tue, 4 Apr 2006 02:35:08 +0000 http://www.last.fm/user/soniceducer/journal/2006/04/04/5lv7_colors_and_the_kids