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      <docs>http://www.audioscrobbler.net/data/webservices</docs>      <title>trialbyfire108's Last.fm Journal</title>
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        Last.fm journals are a place to talk about all things music.</description>
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         <title>Last Night I Dreamt of Mississippi - Nicolai Dunger - Late Nights with Turin Brakes</title>
         <link>http://www.last.fm/user/trialbyfire108/journal/2008/03/02/4coz_last_night_i_dreamt_of_mississippi_-_nicolai_dunger_-_late_nights_with_turin_brakes</link>
         <pubDate>Sun, 2 Mar 2008 17:58:53 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div class="bbcode">I came across <a title="Nicolai Dunger &ndash; Last Night I Dreamt Of Mississippi" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nicolai+Dunger/_/Last+Night+I+Dreamt+Of+Mississippi" class="bbcode_track">Last Night I Dreamt Of Mississippi</a> by <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nicolai+Dunger" class="bbcode_artist">Nicolai Dunger</a> on the compilation <span title="Unknown album" class="bbcode_unknown">Late Nights with Turin Brakes</span>. A pleasantly careworn song, sung with a nonchalant, sleepy attitude, it quickly ended up on my list of compulsively repeated songs. It starts off with a generally incomprehensible voice-over of an air hostess speaking right before takeoff, which actually has nothing to do with the rest of the song, it seems. The whole tone of the piece quickly changes with bluesy guitar chords and a catchy rhythm, which sound slightly hazy and drunk. Some unexpected notes here and there keep your attention until the fiddle starts up, with some lazy slides. The whole ensemble, even after the vocals start, has an almost trancelike cohesiveness, with very little countermelody or counterpoint. All the instrumentals follow almost the same trajectory, with Dunger's cigarette-and-Jack-Daniels-filled voice joining right in, making the whole thing sound smooth and round. Pictures of moonless nights in the rocking chair on the porch almost fill my head but then some vague sense of desperation kicks in. It could be a much more run-of-the-mill song but somehow manages to amaze with its transparency. I haven't heard anything else by Dunger, but I bet there's incredible stuff out there.<br /><br /><a href="http://eternalanthems.blogspot.com/" rel="nofollow">http://eternalanthems.blogspot.com/</a></div>]]></description>
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         <title>the eerily appropriate Soundtrack To My Life</title>
         <link>http://www.last.fm/user/trialbyfire108/journal/2007/05/23/4coy_the_eerily_appropriate_soundtrack_to_my_life</link>
         <pubDate>Wed, 23 May 2007 13:41:05 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div class="bbcode">should be studying...<br /><br />So, here's how it works:<br />1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)<br />2. Put it on shuffle<br />3. Press play<br />4. For every question, type the song that's playing<br />5. When you go to a new question, press the next button<br /><br />and go:<br /><br />OPENING CREDITS:  <a title="The Killers &ndash; Smile Like You Mean It" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Killers/_/Smile+Like+You+Mean+It" class="bbcode_track">Smile Like You Mean It</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Killers" class="bbcode_artist">The Killers</a><br /><br />WAKING UP: <a title="Massive Attack &ndash; Three" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Massive+Attack/_/Three" class="bbcode_track">Three</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Massive+Attack" class="bbcode_artist">Massive Attack</a><br /><br />1ST DAY AT SCHOOL: <a title="The Beatles &ndash; Things We Said Today" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Beatles/_/Things+We+Said+Today" class="bbcode_track">Things We Said Today</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Beatles" class="bbcode_artist">The Beatles</a><br /><br />FALLING IN LOVE: <a title="The Beatles &ndash; I'll Be Back" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Beatles/_/I%27ll+Be+Back" class="bbcode_track">I'll Be Back</a>- <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Beatles" class="bbcode_artist">The Beatles</a><br /><br />BREAKING UP: <a title="Enya &ndash; Somebody Said Goodbye" href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Enya/_/Somebody+Said+Goodbye" class="bbcode_track">Somebody Said Goodbye</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Enya" class="bbcode_artist">Enya</a><br /><br />PROM: <a title="Silvio Rodriguez &ndash; Que se puede hacer con el amor" href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Silvio+Rodriguez/_/Que+se+puede+hacer+con+el+amor" class="bbcode_track">Que se puede hacer con el amor</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Silvio+Rodriguez" class="bbcode_artist">Silvio Rodriguez</a><br /><br />LIFE'S OKAY: <a title="Chantal Kreviazuk &ndash; I'm Leaving On a Jet Plane" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Chantal+Kreviazuk/_/I%27m+Leaving+On+a+Jet+Plane" class="bbcode_track">I'm Leaving On a Jet Plane</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Chantal+Kreviazuk" class="bbcode_artist">Chantal Kreviazuk</a><br /><br />MENTAL BREAKDOWN: <a title="Toad The Wet Sprocket &ndash; Crazy Life" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Toad+The+Wet+Sprocket/_/Crazy+Life" class="bbcode_track">Crazy Life</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Toad+The+Wet+Sprocket" class="bbcode_artist">Toad The Wet Sprocket</a><br /><br />DRIVING: <a title="Ryan Adams &ndash; Wonderwall" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ryan+Adams/_/Wonderwall" class="bbcode_track">Wonderwall</a><br /><br />FLASHBACK: <a title="Talvin Singh &ndash; Butterfly" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Talvin+Singh/_/Butterfly" class="bbcode_track">Butterfly</a><br /><br />GETTING BACK: <a title="Ray LaMontagne &ndash; Narrow Escape" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ray+LaMontagne/_/Narrow+Escape" class="bbcode_track">Narrow Escape</a><br /><br />BIRTH OF CHILD: <a title="Sufjan Stevens &ndash; A Short Reprise for Mary Todd, Who Went Insane, But for Very Good Reasons" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Sufjan+Stevens/_/A+Short+Reprise+for+Mary+Todd%2C+Who+Went+Insane%2C+But+for+Very+Good+Reasons" class="bbcode_track">A Short Reprise for Mary Todd, Who Went Insane, But for Very Good Reasons</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Sufjan+Stevens" class="bbcode_artist">Sufjan Stevens</a><br /><br />WEDDING SCENE: <a title="Clint Mansell &ndash; Tree of Life" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Clint+Mansell/_/Tree+of+Life" class="bbcode_track">Tree of Life</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Clint+Mansell" class="bbcode_artist">Clint Mansell</a><br /><br />WHEN NATURE CALLS: <a title="Doves &ndash; Northenden" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Doves/_/Northenden" class="bbcode_track">Northenden</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Doves" class="bbcode_artist">Doves</a><br /><br />DEATH SCENE: <a title="Nirvana &ndash; Old Age" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nirvana/_/Old+Age" class="bbcode_track">Old Age</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nirvana" class="bbcode_artist">Nirvana</a><br /><br />FUNERAL SONG: <a title="Elliott Smith &ndash; Shooting Star" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Elliott+Smith/_/Shooting+Star" class="bbcode_track">Shooting Star</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Elliott+Smith" class="bbcode_artist">Elliott Smith</a><br /><br />END CREDITS: <a title="Zero 7 &ndash; Red Dust" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Zero+7/_/Red+Dust" class="bbcode_track">Red Dust</a> - <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Zero+7" class="bbcode_artist">Zero 7</a><br /><br />some of these were almost strangely fitting...<br />perhaps i'll do another one next time i need to procrastinate.</div>]]></description>
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         <title>thinking philosophically as exams approach</title>
         <link>http://www.last.fm/user/trialbyfire108/journal/2007/05/22/4cox_thinking_philosophically_as_exams_approach</link>
         <pubDate>Tue, 22 May 2007 12:45:44 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div class="bbcode">Perhaps it is a result of my utter distaste for studying in the unbearable heat, or perhaps it's just that it's time for a break, but I have found myself philosophizing a great deal more lately than usual - which is a remarkable amount of thinking.<br /><br />I haven't been watching any movies or reading any books lately, just studying my horrid basic sciences so I can be well on my way to that medical degree. So I came to the conclusion that it must be my music that has been making me think so much in the recent past. <br /><br />I realized that that probably is the case when i looked back on who my highest played artists have been in the past week or two. <br /><br />Right now <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nick+Drake" class="bbcode_artist">Nick Drake</a> is right up there at the top, with his quiet, brooding lyrics and misleadingly gentle chords. At first listen, his music seems simple and kind, sweetly contented, but if you listen carefully, his music will turn you inside out - i guarantee it. Honestly, can you listen to  <a title="Nick Drake &ndash; Man In A Shed" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nick+Drake/_/Man+In+A+Shed" class="bbcode_track">Man In A Shed</a> without your heart hurting? just a little bit? <br /><br /><a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ane+Brun" class="bbcode_artist">Ane Brun</a>'s <a title="Ane Brun - A Temporary Dive" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ane+Brun/A+Temporary+Dive" class="bbcode_album">A Temporary Dive</a> has grabbed me by the collar over the past week, and i cannot stop listening to it. <a title="Ane Brun &ndash; Laid In Earth" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ane+Brun/_/Laid+In+Earth" class="bbcode_track">Laid In Earth</a> has an eerie quality to it, almost as if a disembodied voice is calling back, already beyond the grave. <a title="Ane Brun &ndash; My Lover Will Go" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ane+Brun/_/My+Lover+Will+Go" class="bbcode_track">My Lover Will Go</a> and <a title="Ane Brun &ndash; Where Friend Rhymes With End" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Ane+Brun/_/Where+Friend+Rhymes+With+End" class="bbcode_track">Where Friend Rhymes With End</a> serve to remind that whatever we might think, our connections with people are temporary, fleeting even. Who knows where I will be in a year? Who knows who will be with me? Will I be alone? <br /><br />And that's when <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Damien+Rice" class="bbcode_artist">Damien Rice</a> comes into the picture... with his soulful, mournful songs, which almost make me resign myself to the inevitable sorrows of life. <a title="Damien Rice - 9" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Damien+Rice/9" class="bbcode_album">9</a> contains several songs which make me think i really have no choice but to curl up and give up. <a title="Damien Rice &ndash; Accidental Babies" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Damien+Rice/_/Accidental+Babies" class="bbcode_track">Accidental Babies</a> is so beautifully hollow that it makes me cringe. In such a soft voice, with such soft words, Rice stabs into some deeper self of mine, which I don't even know how to shield from the wounds that beautiful music can inflict. <br /><br />Both <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Karyshma" class="bbcode_artist">Karyshma</a> and the soundtrack for The Namesake have done something similar to me, by reaching a conflicted part of me that I think I generally do my best to avoid. The beauty of the Indian raagas blends in such a lovely way with Western sounds and energy in tracks like <a title="Karyshma &ndash; eastbound" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Karyshma/_/eastbound" class="bbcode_track">eastbound</a> and <a title="Karyshma &ndash; Monster" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Karyshma/_/Monster" class="bbcode_track">Monster</a>. Listening to them makes me want to search deeper within myself and find that harmony in myself, in the reconciliation between the indian mysticism and the western rationalism, to be overly simplistic. <br /><br />And of course, any talk of harmony and melody is not complete without mentioniing the one artist who can make me smile one instant and in a split second, wring  anguish out of my soul. Yes, of course, <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley" class="bbcode_artist">Jeff Buckley</a>.<br />I've always loved Jeff, and the standard tracks that everyone who loves Jeff loves and can't live without, like <a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Lover, You Should've Come Over" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Lover%2C+You+Should%27ve+Come+Over" class="bbcode_track">Lover, You Should've Come Over</a> and <a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Hallelujah" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Hallelujah" class="bbcode_track">Hallelujah</a>, but i've started to listen even more closely to other tracks that might tend to take more of a backseat. Jeff's cover (<a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Strange Fruit (Live)" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Strange+Fruit+%28Live%29" class="bbcode_track">Strange Fruit (Live)</a>) of <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Bille+Holliday" class="bbcode_artist">Bille Holliday</a>'s <a title="Billie Holliday &ndash; Strange Fruit" href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Billie+Holliday/_/Strange+Fruit" class="bbcode_track">Strange Fruit</a> is haunting, listen carefully to the words. <br /><a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; You and I" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/You+and+I" class="bbcode_track">You and I</a>, <a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Morning Theft" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Morning+Theft" class="bbcode_track">Morning Theft</a>, and <a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Opened Once" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Opened+Once" class="bbcode_track">Opened Once</a> have all captured my attention a little bit more recently, and how can Jeff's lyrics not make you think?<br /><br />So there you have it, folks. <br />What music can do to you.<br /><br />I'll provide you with another installment soon.<br />Trust me, I'm not even close to being done.</div>]]></description>
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         <title>an interesting little music survey</title>
         <link>http://www.last.fm/user/trialbyfire108/journal/2007/04/23/4cow_an_interesting_little_music_survey</link>
         <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 18:31:08 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div class="bbcode">name your top 10 most played bands on last.fm:<br /><br />1. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley" class="bbcode_artist">Jeff Buckley</a><br />2. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nick+Drake" class="bbcode_artist">Nick Drake</a><br />3. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Pink+Martini" class="bbcode_artist">Pink Martini</a><br />4. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Beatles" class="bbcode_artist">The Beatles</a><br />5. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Iron+And+Wine" class="bbcode_artist">Iron And Wine</a><br />6. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jorge+Drexler" class="bbcode_artist">Jorge Drexler</a><br />7. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jack+Johnson" class="bbcode_artist">Jack Johnson</a><br />8. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Yann+Tiersen" class="bbcode_artist">Yann Tiersen</a><br />9. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nusrat+Fateh+Ali+Khan" class="bbcode_artist">Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan</a><br />10. <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Shins" class="bbcode_artist">The Shins</a><br /><br /><br />what was the first song you ever heard by 6?<br /><a title="Jorge Drexler &ndash; Al Otro Lado del Rio" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jorge+Drexler/_/Al+Otro+Lado+del+Rio" class="bbcode_track">Al Otro Lado del Rio</a> from <span title="Unknown album" class="bbcode_unknown">The Motorcycle Diaries  </span><br /><br />what is your favorite album of 2?<br /><a title="Nick Drake - Pink Moon" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nick+Drake/Pink+Moon" class="bbcode_album">Pink Moon</a>, of course<br /><br />what is your favorite lyric that 5 has sung?<br />oh but there are so many good ones...<br />maybe &quot;the earth is warmer when you laugh&quot; from <a title="Iron And Wine &ndash; Lion's Mane" href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Iron+And+Wine/_/Lion%27s+Mane" class="bbcode_track">Lion's Mane</a>, <a title="Iron And Wine - The Creek Drank the Cradle" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Iron+And+Wine/The+Creek+Drank+the+Cradle" class="bbcode_album">The Creek Drank the Cradle</a><br /><br />how many times have you seen 4 live?<br />oh hah i wish... i'm too young, i missed that generation entirely.<br /><br />what is your favorite song by 7?<br />hmm <a title="Jack Johnson &ndash; Banana Pancakes" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jack+Johnson/_/Banana+Pancakes" class="bbcode_track">Banana Pancakes</a> or <a title="Jack Johnson &ndash; Better Together" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jack+Johnson/_/Better+Together" class="bbcode_track">Better Together</a> i think<br /><br />what is a good memory you have involving the music of 10?<br />sitting with pri, in carmichael, drinking tea under dimmed lights, watching the snow outside and listening to <a title="The Shins &ndash; The Past and Pending" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Shins/_/The+Past+and+Pending" class="bbcode_track">The Past and Pending</a><br /><br />is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?<br />haha that's the only happy band on there...<a title="Pink Martini &ndash; Song Of The Black Swan" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Pink+Martini/_/Song+Of+The+Black+Swan" class="bbcode_track">Song Of The Black Swan</a> makes something deep inside me move<br /><br />what is your favorite lyric that 2 has sung?<br />it's NICK DRAKE!!! it's all about the lyrics... i can't choose... yeesh. <br /><br />what is your favorite song by 9?<br />oh wow... um well i definitely love <a title="Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan &ndash; Allah Hu" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nusrat+Fateh+Ali+Khan/_/Allah+Hu" class="bbcode_track">Allah Hu</a>, but probably also <a title="Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan &ndash; Hamd" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nusrat+Fateh+Ali+Khan/_/Hamd" class="bbcode_track">Hamd</a>and <a title="Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan &ndash; Yeh Jo Halka Halka Suroor Hai" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nusrat+Fateh+Ali+Khan/_/Yeh+Jo+Halka+Halka+Suroor+Hai" class="bbcode_track">Yeh Jo Halka Halka Suroor Hai</a><br /><br />how did you get in to 3?<br />they came to somerville and i didn't get to hear them... so i decided to hear them on my own anyway:)<br /><br />what was the first song you heard by 1?<br /><a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Dream Brother" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Dream+Brother" class="bbcode_track">Dream Brother</a>, my sophomore year of college, at 2 AM on a cold winter night.<br /><br />what is your favorite song by 4?<br />um they have like 100 albums... but hmm... A<a title="The Beatles &ndash; Cross The Universe" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Beatles/_/Cross+The+Universe" class="bbcode_track">Cross The Universe</a>?<br /><br />how many times have you seen 9 live?<br />hah i wish.<br /><br />what is a good memory you have involving 2?<br />lounging at 209 College Ave, after a night at the Oxfam Cafe, staring at the ceiling with sriram and letting nick drake wash over me.<br /><br />is there a song of 8 that makes you sad?<br />somehow his whole oeuvre is a bit sad... in a deep-seated kind of way.<br /><br />what is your favorite album of 5?<br />this is kinda hard but i think i'll have to stick with the first... <a title="Iron And Wine - The Creek Drank the Cradle" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Iron+And+Wine/The+Creek+Drank+the+Cradle" class="bbcode_album">The Creek Drank the Cradle</a> <br /><br />what is your favorite lyric that 3 has sung?<br />uhh... &quot;je veux seulement oublier et puis je fume&quot; from <a title="Pink Martini &ndash; Sympathique" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Pink+Martini/_/Sympathique" class="bbcode_track">Sympathique</a><br /><br />what is your favorite song of 1?<br /><a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Hallelujah" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Hallelujah" class="bbcode_track">Hallelujah</a> and <a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Lover You Should Have Come Over" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Lover+You+Should+Have+Come+Over" class="bbcode_track">Lover You Should Have Come Over</a><br /><br />what is your favorite song of 10?<br /><a title="The Shins &ndash; Those to Come" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Shins/_/Those+to+Come" class="bbcode_track">Those to Come</a> and <a title="The Shins &ndash; The Past and Pending" href="http://www.last.fm/music/The+Shins/_/The+Past+and+Pending" class="bbcode_track">The Past and Pending</a><br /><br />how many times have you seen 8 live?<br />HAHAHA. god, if only. <br /><br />what is your favorite album of 1?<br /><a title="Jeff Buckley - Grace" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/Grace" class="bbcode_album">Grace</a><br /><br />what is a great memory you have considering 9?<br />listening to <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Falu" class="bbcode_artist">Falu</a>sing <span title="Unknown track" class="bbcode_unknown">[track artist=Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan]Sano Ek Pal Chain Na Ave</span> at Club Passim<br /><br />what was the first song you heard by 8?<br /><a title="Yann Tiersen &ndash; La Valse D'Amelie" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Yann+Tiersen/_/La+Valse+D%27Amelie" class="bbcode_track">La Valse D'Amelie</a><br /><br />what is your favorite cover by 2?<br />i'm not sure...</div>]]></description>
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         <title>facing the music</title>
         <link>http://www.last.fm/user/trialbyfire108/journal/2007/02/18/4cov_facing_the_music</link>
         <pubDate>Sun, 18 Feb 2007 09:55:10 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div class="bbcode">being in india and being in medical school changes your life immensely, i've found. and i think the one thing that's helping me progress, to form new memories so i can let go of the old, to grow into a new self so i can internalize the old without losing it, is my music. as always, my very dear <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley" class="bbcode_artist">Jeff Buckley</a> is helping me through the transition. just as i've had for two years, i still have those nights where i turn out the lights, sit back, and play <a title="Jeff Buckley &ndash; Lover, You Should've Come Over" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley/_/Lover%2C+You+Should%27ve+Come+Over" class="bbcode_track">Lover, You Should've Come Over</a> on full volume. i don't think i've ever come across anything more cathartic than jeff's bone-chilling wails. and for those times when i need to cry and i need to be understood, <a title="Barber &ndash; Adagio" href="http://www.last.fm/music/+noredirect/Barber/_/Adagio" class="bbcode_track">Adagio</a> builds in sorrow with me. and at the end i feel like i've released some demons that were embedded somewhere deep inside me. of course there are those times when it's enough to hear some balm for the soul, and those are the times that i reach for my trusty <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Pink+Martini" class="bbcode_artist">Pink Martini</a>. and then <a title="Nick Drake - Pink Moon" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Nick+Drake/Pink+Moon" class="bbcode_album">Pink Moon</a> puts me to bed, and i wake up ready to face my life and face my day. having a soundtrack to my life takes care of me, provides me with continuity and comfort. life goes on, and the music keeps playing, and i live.</div>]]></description>
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         <pubDate>Tue, 7 Mar 2006 23:00:24 +0000</pubDate>
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         <description><![CDATA[<div class="bbcode">the sun is setting, and blues are melting into oranges and reds, turning the sky into streaks of imagination. <a title="Turin Brakes &ndash; Ether Song" href="http://www.last.fm/music/Turin+Brakes/_/Ether+Song" class="bbcode_track">Ether Song</a> is playing. the notes are flowing into the colors, the colors melting into my thoughts. I thought it might be a <a href="http://www.last.fm/music/Jeff+Buckley" class="bbcode_artist">Jeff Buckley</a> kind of evening, but there's enough angst and turmoil in my mind without my needing to sublimate it in Jeff's croons and wails. The lights are dimmed and I am writing, hoping that somewhere my words and my thoughts and the music will join, maybe where the sky is melting.</div>]]></description>
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